Renos

Today I am sanding down my bathroom wall I mudded where the vanity and mirror got ripped out by the muscles, my dh. It will need another coat once I have done as the stuff always shrinks. Once that surface is even, then I can paint that particular wall. I hope to get a lot of the other walls done today as they are ready to go.

Still haven’t chosen what new tiles are going on the floor but I do have my new vanity, which is an Allen and Roth cream one and it has a black granite top with a white sink insert. Both of those are currently in the garage.

I’d also like to do some tole painting on the door of the wall insert. Maybe poppies? I think I will practice on paper before I do anything with the door, which is off the hinges now and ready for a coat of cream to match the new vanity.

As for work, I am thinking a lot about the new story. I may put up another snippet today or tomorrow, depending on how it goes. greyling-deeps

New story

greyling-deepsFreya sat on the floor of her bare cell under the dim overhead light, where they told her to remain until they were ready to process her. Shocked to the core, she didn’t have the heart to challenge any orders, not anymore. Death was for other people. Freya tried to get her head around what was going to happen.

Guilty as charged. She never denied what she had done. How could she when they found her with the bloody knife in her hand and splatters all over her clothes? Not murder, like they said. No, justifiable homicide. Freya killed the man who murdered her son. She executed the son of a rich man and that is why her sentence was decided.

Flynn had everything going for him; a good position in the science department of Government, a lovely and sweet-natured wife and a baby coming. They were such a happy couple when Flynn and Eva told her she was to be a grandmother. Who could have guessed the rot had already set in? Ava came to her after Flynn died, tearful, guilt-stricken and yet still defiant. The story she told set events in motion, leading to this cell.

A rich man’s son decided he wanted Ava as a concubine, but she wouldn’t go with him; refused to leave Flynn and abort their baby. He dealt with the obstacle by having Flynn eliminated. Freya knew then what she must do and what it would cost her, or rather what she thought it would cost. Accordingly, she gave Ava her property and all her credits before she began her revenge, for once it was done the State would take any asset she had. The child now had an assured future so she took care of the problem.

The criminal code of Altair IV wasn’t difficult to understand. Murder meant the death penalty, simple as that, but Freya tried for mitigating circumstances, wanting to at least have news of what was left of her family from penal servitude.

Under the dim, yellow light, she shut her eyes, trying and failing to shut out the images and sounds from the courtroom. A rich man’s son cost her eternity, for that was her sentence. Let the punishment equal the crime, they said. She would never die and no longer live, at least not as a normal person. She waited in this cell while they got ready the equipment to turn her into an angel. That is what Altarians called the deviant criminals turned into cyborg enforcers.

Freya might be free to roam the planet as she obeyed her new masters, for refusing wasn’t an option. She wouldn’t be shut away, but she would be deprived of the memory of all living family. What happened to her grandchild was something she was never going to know. Was the price of her action worth the consequences? If the child lived and thrived, then she had to hope what was coming justified his existence, for she hoped it was a boy.

New Toy

Once upon a time, before the latest Microsoft edition, I used to have a decent picture tool. I don’t know why this wasn’t included, but it wasn’t, just what what described as a new paint shop. Right. I will jump all over that. NOT. It was about one percent better than the old paint, which isn’t saying a lot. Now I have a new toy and it is very comparable to publisher, only better. Here is my latest effort and all the books are on Amazons, Kobo, Nook, iTunes and a few more.shadow-over-avalon-twitter-page1

Coming very soon!

I have been a tad quiet lately because I was busy with two projects. The first is the fourth book in the Shadow series, Staff of Shadows, which I just turned in to my publisher. The second is an audio book of Darkspire Reaches, which is in the works and my wonderful reader has just finished. It should be ready to go very shortly.

 

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Reflecting on things

Someone recently asked me what, if anything, I’d change if I could pick one thing in my life to do over. I’d choose to cultivate self-worth in some positive way that wouldn’t be subjected to constant put downs, which happened when I was young. If I could have had just one thing to hold as good, then perhaps now I wouldn’t be so subjected to black clouds when reverses happen.

Imagine a situation where nothing was ever good enough and no encouragement was ever given. I suppose it would have helped if I hadn’t been an only child as I would have had siblings for support, but I didn’t. I got very good at hiding disappointment and internalizing upset as a result. I was and still am a very shy person, so putting myself forward into the full glare of day requires courage.

It is almost impossible to change the ways set into one as a child, so that, I would change. Now where is my rock, for the black clouds are descending and I need to hide away for a bit.

New idea for a story.

Oh, and the picture is what snow looks like, since it is topical at the moment. My fence is six feet high. The snow is half way up in this picture.

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The supplicant knelt, head bowed, in the place of darkness, waiting for a sign, but none came.

“What should I do? One has grievously wounded me and I may never recover. Shall I smite them back?”

A rustling of dry scales rubbing together came from the darkest corner.

“Nothing. Do nothing,” came the sibilant reply.

“Then shall I have no justice?” The supplicant peered, blindly in the direction of the hissing voice.

“Time will bring justice. Time levels all.”

“The culprit will mock me if I do nothing.”

Scales rustled, restless. “The wound can not be ungiven and must heal or fester, as you will it. Hurting back solves no problems. The one who causes hurt must answer in the end as must all. Then, only then will you see justice done. Remember, justice is blind and takes the part of no man. The tip of the balance will decided the matter.”

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