A visit from Author Diana J. Febry

Hi Diana, your have written many books I have thoroughly enjoyed and this is one of them, ‘The Point of no Return.’ I wonder if you could tell us more about it.
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Diana J Febry Point Of No Return is the third outing for DCI Peter Hatherall and DI Fiona Williams but as with the first two each book can be read as a stand-alone mystery. They are called to James Palmer’s farm to investigate a spate of vandalism on his property. After a bomb explodes in the garage and a prime suspect disappears they realise this is much more sinister than it first appeared. As with all my books my primary intention is to entertain and write the type of books I like to read. The underlying theme in this book is disguise and the double-life we all lead to some extent playing the different roles that make up who we are. The reader should realise by the mid-point of the book who the culprit was but not who they are today.
Yes – I do like to play with my readers but I always play fair and leave a trail of clues hidden within the story.
http://www.amazon.co.uk/Point…/dp/B0139IXC5Y/ref=sr_1_3… & amazon/uk ref – http://www.amazon.co.uk/Point…/dp/B0139IXC5Y/ref=sr_1_3…

Do you use a pen name?
Yes. Diana J Febry was my mother’s maiden name. She died when I was in my early twenties and it somehow seemed appropriate and a way to remember her.

How do you enjoy to spend your time when not writing?
Now my children are grown up (or think they are) my constant companion is Albert my dog. I also have two horses Mr Paddy and Jaeica who are stabled on the Duke of Beaufort’s Badminton Estate. The four of us wander through the woods and parkland on the estate while I daydream thinking up new story ideas.( Picture – entering Lady’s Woods on Mr Paddy).Mr. Paddy

Name someone who had a strong childhood influence on you.
My maternal Grandmother was very much before her time. She had been a nanny for the Codrington family & travelled the world with them in the early 1900s. She told wonderful tales of her adventures & believed in “doing your own thing.”

Do you know what is going to happen at the end of the story before you sit down to write?

I don’t right at the start but because of the type of books I write once I’ve completed the first draft it is difficult to make major changes. To be fair to my readers I am very careful with the time-line and make sure when all is revealed at the end that characters were in the correct place at the relevant time for events to have happened the way I’ve suggested.

Thanks for stopping by.

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Diana’s other books.
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My nano project continued. Widdershins Chapter 4

(Note, this is a raw first draft and will be subjected to editing and other changes. I am already doing a sweep through from the beginning.)

Driven by a savage north wind, snow fell in thick, wet flakes against the window. The trees outside the cabin gained new foliage of pure white under their burden of the storm. Rowan’s paw prints were already lightly covered from where he had gone out in his wolf form.

Play by his rules, he said. What rules did a werewolf use? She didn’t want any more killings, but Morgan had read enough in her data hacking to know she couldn’t be caught alive. If she was, her death would not be swift. The orders given had been very clear. Apparently one of the dead men was a family member of an important person in the criminal organization. She couldn’t afford to wait for them, she needed to be prepared. Somewhere in this cabin might be the means to end her life, although she doubted if the owners would have left guns, or even hunting rifles.

She started in the kitchen, hobbling with her crutch from cupboards to drawers, working her way through to find anything that could help in survival or to gain an easy death. Hours later, Morgan had a good idea of the people who owned this cabin. They were into hunting and fishing from the tackle and gutting knives she found. This older couple was also rich enough to spend their winters in Florida, according to pictures and letters she found. There was even a four-wheel drive truck left in the barn adjoining the cabin. The owners had left the keys to the vehicle hidden on the driver’s side of the raised sun visor, but when she tried to fire the ignition the battery was so dead even the fuel gauge didn’t flicker.

“Thinking of going somewhere?” Rowan, in his human form and dressed, leaned against the frame, a scowl marring his classic features.

“You’d gone. I took a look around.”

“So I could see. That was quite the stash you collected.”

“I needed a plan.” She eased out of the driver’s seat to retrieve her crutch. Somehow, she felt safer standing.

“Good, you’re thinking ahead. I planned on using the truck so I sent the pack to find a new territory. They like this area and they will be safe from pursuit here.” He strolled over to her.

“The battery is dead.”

“Look around you. There is a generator and if you had gotten as far as looking in the tool chest, there are jump leads. Now go raid the lady’s closet for something smarter than jogging pants and t-shirt.”

“She’s old. Her stuff is not my style.”

“Precisely. The hunters won’t look for an elderly frump. We need to get moving.”

“But these people are gone all winter. We could stay here until the weather brightens.”

Rowan grinned. “Good, but no cigar. There were adult kids in the photos. Someone might want to come checking on the property, and then there are the neighbors, who would be concerned if they spot smoke from our fire for longer than the few days the kids might create if they came to spend a weekend when the old folk are known to be only summer residents. Besides, the longer we wait, the greater the chance of the ports being watched.”

“That is crazy thinking. Why would they think I would go overseas?”

“I would. You were going to skip into Canada and now have no papers. They can’t know you lost them for sure, but they will take this into account when they don’t see you surface under one of the identities they know about and be very sure they know every detail of the ones you hadn’t gotten around to using. Your next move has to be sneaking aboard a ship headed to a third world country, where cash speaks louder than papers. They will have found money missing when they searched to dead hunters.”

A hard line of goose-bumps raised on Morgan’s arms. Her vision of her future exploded into shards of useless fragments. Someone made sure she was wanted for murder? Even if she found an abandoned shack, sooner or later, she would be forced into a town for some need and then they would catch her. In prison, she had no doubt she would be cornered for some sort of painful death. Money talked and these guys seemed to drip with it. Rowan had the rights of it. If she wanted to live out her life in peace, it couldn’t be in a civilized country.

“I guess I get to raid the old woman’s closet. When do we leave?” She shivered as a breeze sent a gust of arctic air into the barn.

“As soon as you are ready. Now get going.” He flipped open the toolbox, extracting the jump leads to bring them back to the Silverado.

***

Going through the old woman’s closet unearthed a personal sadness. Morgan found a full wig of dark shoulder-length hair on a shelf along with a picture of the woman wearing a head scarf over a bald head. The words ‘survivor’ were written in black felt tip at the bottom of the picture with a flourish. She hoped she would be forgiven for taking something she needed to cover her own blonde hair. An outdated beige pant suit and a pair of reading glasses completed her transformation. A drawer yielded cosmetics and now Morgan thought about what her mother would use and how. A touch of mascara, but no eyeliner, blue eye-shadow, thick foundation and bright red lipstick completed the look of a much older person. She selected a pair of sneakers as a final touch, given her leg injury, cringing at the image in a full length mirror.

Rowan’s face, when she made her appearance in the barn, was a picture. His shock disintegrated into a laughing fit.

“Fine, I look a mess. Now it’s your turn to get ugly.”
He grinned, flashing his teeth. “Sorry to be a party pooper, but I’m not human. My glamour will shield me, even if they knew what I look like. I guess I could pass for your son.”

If she had been within anything to throw at him, Morgan would have done so with relish. As it was, she fumed while he came over to inspect the horror closer.

“Remember we are playing by my rules now, and you are a beautiful girl under that mask of age.” A glint lit his eyes. “I think you need to be reminded of this right now.” He grabbed her, tilting her back in his arms to kiss her.

Morgan gasped, a mistake, as his tongue darted into her mouth for a very thorough kiss. Close up, his scent brought flavors of musk and pine in a dreamy sort of way to send tingles down her spine in spite of her outrage. The moment he released her, she drew a breath to protest, but he beat her to the starting post.

“Tasty and you are hot, although I am not attempting to get into your pants without an invite.” He grinned. “One would be nice, though.”

Shocked, she gaped at him. “Lose that thought, right now, mister.” The tingles slithered down to her groin. She made an attempt to visualize him as a wolf, but his human form still excited her. This was not going to happen. Rowan wasn’t human.

Snow day May 29 2010 297 Did I mention I love my cats?

Widdershins my Nano project. Here is the next installment.

Faint rustling in the underbrush resolved to reveal an entire pack of wolves watching from behind Rowan. Oh, stars above, was this how she would die? A scream built deep inside her. She couldn’t run, or fight.

Rowan put one finger to his lips, smiling at her. The pack melted away as if they had some psychic link with him. “We’re all done with killing for the night. Why don’t you try breathing before you pass out?” He strode forward to get his clothes from by her side, dressing quickly.

“The hunters. Did you kill them?” This was not the right question to ask of him, not when she depended on his care, but Morgan had to know.

He zippered up his pants and shrugged on his jacket. “My fangs are somewhat bigger than those of my friends in fur. As much as I would’ve liked to destroy those sent to kill you, I merely directed the attack. So yes, I did kill them after a fashion.”

His nicety of definition shocked her. He could have been discussing the merits of whether to buy a bag of potatoes or sack of onions. She focused on his statement that he had done killing for the night. The painful death she had been anticipating was apparently on hold. Morgan gasped when he scooped her up in his arms, crutch and all.

Rowan marched into the den, depositing her on the bed of furs. “Hungry?”

The thought of what he had just killed turned her stomach. She shook her head, not trusting herself to speak.

“Look, let’s get this quite clear from the get go.” He hunkered down to take out a tin of wieners from the back pack. A can opener followed. “Human tastes a good part like pig. I am not over-fond of that particular flavor. Wieners come as close to acceptable as I will ever get with pig. Now, would you like a roasted wiener?”

She was hungry now that she knew what she was getting. It made for an awkward moment, but this was the man she depended on to feed her and he wasn’t human. How was this possible? Did she dream, or had she gone completely mad? Whatever, the needs of the body must be addressed. While roasting wieners on green wood wasn’t hygienic, she could think of a lot worse offerings. She nodded.

Sitting in a damp cave with an honest to goodness real werewolf, eating wieners, wasn’t something Morgan had ever imagined doing in her wildest nightmares. Her life as a programmer seemed a million years away from where she was now. Her nice, modern apartment with central vac, air conditioning and an underground parking garage for her car as opposed to a cave in the woods with untreated water, not amenities and the companionship of a mythical beast.

Rowan passed over the last wiener to her. “We need to talk.”

Well, wasn’t that the understatement of the century? “I’m listening.”

“I must relocate. Even though I didn’t personally kill those men, there are those who will be looking for them. While cops and feds would ignore the local folklore, these guys may not. The locals know when old Rowan’s been hunting.”

Ice crept up in her veins. Did he intend to leave her or worse? Was this her last supper? “What does this mean for me?”

“Hard choices. You have no papers. Do you want to go back into the witness protection program?” He looked up, amber sparks swirling in the black of his irises. “No one will believe you if you talk about what you have seen, so I am quite happy to take you to a pick up point. Even if you did talk, they would stash you in the nearest mental facility.”

Morgan’s mind reeled. He would let her go? She knew what he was. At the same time, Rowan said he was leaving the area. He could vanish without a trace while she would be left with another attempt at making another life for herself. Another set of bodyguards as targets for those taking up the contract on her. More killing. However those guys found her before hadn’t changed, or how else could they have tracked her car? Someone must have told them for them to plant a bug in it just in case she escaped again. How else had they found the gravel road she travelled before the accident?

“Can you teach me to live off the land? If I could find a cabin in the woods I think I could survive if I had the skills.” A lonely life, not dependent on others to protect her, was better than constant running.

He banked their fire. “Interesting choice. I’m headed up into Canada on my way to Alaska. From there, I intend to buy a boat to cross the Bering Straits. The guys sent to kill you were paid in cash. This is most convenient.” Rowan grinned, wolfishly.
“You stole from them?” Morgan’s sense of justice hiccupped.

“I’ll have to go retrieve the cash and I won’t take every bill, but yes, I will steal. They invaded my territory. There is a cost involved.”

She tried to digest the concept of theft from corpses. Under normal circumstances, it was horrendous. But Rowan couldn’t have any papers, either, not being what he was she supposed. Moving to another continent would require hard cash, which he couldn’t earn without an identity. From his point of view, his theft made perfect sense.

At that moment, a big male wolf ambled into their cave. His tail wagged and he lowered his head. Morgan froze.

Rowan stared at the wolf intently. It shook its head, and then headed off into the night.

“He wanted to know what to do about the cell phones on our victims. They are all ringing. I told him to leave them alone.” He sighed. “It means we must head out at first light, before the back-up team arrives.”

Reality crashed into existence. This was her life. It would never change; never stop, until she was dead.

“Let the bad thoughts go.” Rowan moved over to join her on the furs. “In packs, we huddle together for warmth against the cold when we sleep. There is no sexual threat to you. I will not touch an unwilling partner, but I would like to share heat. Is this acceptable?”

This was the guy that could have left her to burn to death. He’d had many opportunities to force his attentions on her. He stated his intentions clearly to be non-sexual. Despite what he was, she felt safe with him. “Acceptable.”

A very small part of her was disappointed when he tucked them up together in the furs and went straight to sleep. It was not as if she wanted him, not the way he was, but if he had been human…

***

After five days into the run Morgan had learned to cook on an open fire. Rowan’s pack shadowed them at every pace, since he wouldn’t leave them to suffer retribution. Killing humans meant a hunt would be organized to ‘deal’ with the culprits. Their presence had an advantage as he always brought a small portion of the kill when he went hunting with them at night, leaving her shivering until his return.

On the sixth day Rowan broke into an empty vacation cottage by a lakeshore to Morgan’s relief. Once they got the hot water tank turned on she spent some considerable time in the shower getting clean, but what really began to get to her was Rowan never stank from lack of washing, unlike her. Now she could be as clean as she wished for a short while. Even better, someone had left a pc in the place. She toweled down, raided the closets for fresh clothes, choosing sweatshirt and jogging pants, and then investigated her find. It had internet! Not accessible at the moment, but a swift search revealed a note with letters and numbers needed for a server, which she tried. Access granted.

Rowan emerged from the shower he hadn’t seemed to need, a towel wrapped around his hips, shaking his head to displace the water. “That really isn’t a good idea.”

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“This was my job. I know what I am doing and I won’t leave a calling card.” She reached the url she wanted and hacked deep into the database. Information came online. Her fingers froze on the keyboard.

He leaned over her shoulder, just looking at the screen. “Is this guy part of your protection?”

Was he ever! After hacking into his personal email she’d just caught him talking to a mafia boss allied with the one she informed against. No, these guys hadn’t given up on her. They had found the cave and the new dogs had picked up on her scent. They knew she was alive. They guessed she would cross the border into Canada. Now there was an A.P.B out for her as a suspect for murder as the corpses had been shot after death. The border patrols were looking for her.

Rowan’s arms came around her, offering comfort. “You have a mole. Given the temperature during the night, it will be impossible for a coroner to determine the order of their injuries. The deaths will be down to shooting and the animal attacks occurred because of the blood spilt. This lets my friends in fur off the hook but for us it is a no-win scenario. We play by my rules from here on out.”

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A Visit with author Lucinda E. Clarke

Lucinda E.Clarke

TRUTH, LIES AND PROPAGANDA
Do you want to be writer? Work in television or on the radio? Meet lots of famous people? It will be glamorous, exciting and scintillating right? Wrong. If you’re young, think again. If you chose a different career, consider yourself lucky you were spared.

Truth, Lies and Propaganda is the first of two books about how Lucinda ‘fell’ into a career in writing for radio and television.
#1 in genre in the US on Saturday (and not for the first time) with 4.9 from 30 reviews.

There was the case of the condemned rat: the embarrassing interview with a world famous sportsman she’d never heard of: the days spent crawling over rubbish dumps: getting lost in a helicopter over the mountains: the presenters who never learned their lines and swore on camera: the cookery programmes when the food went rancid under the hot lights: the clients from hell.

These are just a few of the hilarious stories in Truth, Lies and Propaganda book one. It’s a memoir that reads like fiction.

You can of course look up the reviews for yourself, but to make it easier for you, here are a couple.

An amazing lady has written another very astonishing book. Truth, Lies, Propaganda details Lucinda E. Clarke’s thirty years of working in the media in Africa. I used to think that working in radio would be a glamorous job, but working while surrounded by bayonet welding soldiers tends to take the glamour out of the job. The stories Clarke tells are fascinating and intriguing. I loved the story about the rats, and trust me; I don’t like rats. Her sense of humor is over the top as she finds a way to keep a smile on your face. I can’t wait for the sequel to come out. Lucinda E. Clarke has once again written an amazing piece of literature which you will love.

It is remarkable that she has managed to deliver such a comprehensive exopsé without resorting to vindictive outrage or to personal criticism of individuals in positions of influence or power. This adds to the believability of her account and makes what is already a fascinating read a very powerful account.

I very rarely read non-fiction or memoirs but I find this author’s books, about her life in Africa fascinating. Her time working within media is told in an informative, but humorous way. Some of the situations are hilarious while at the same time the book gives an interesting insight to media practices and life within South Africa. Throughout the book, the writer’s energy and zest for life bounces off the page, and it is easy to imagine how she met all the challenges sent her way.

You know sometimes people ask you, “If you could invite a guest to dinner who would it be?” Up until recently I couldn’t tell you but now I unequivocally know, Lucinda E Clark. What I wouldn’t do to have a meal with this woman and spend hours listening to her stories about her life.

The technical stuff
Available on Amazon price US$3.05 £1.99 CDN$ 3,52 au$ 3.99 in kindle and paperback. Also for free in Kindle Unlimited.
Available in paperback: £6.36 US$ 9.99 CND$25.85
253 pages

http://www.amazon.com/dp/B00QE35BO2
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Blog: http://lucindaeclarke.wordpress.com
Web page: http://lucindaeclarkeauthor.com
Amazon author page:
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Twitter: @LucindaEClarke
Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/lucindaeclarke.author
Link to a radio interview about her first book
http://www.talkradioeurope.com/clients/lclarke.mp3

Bio:
Lucinda’s life has not been boring. She was born and raised in Dublin, dragged into her teens in the Cotswolds and finished off in Liverpool. She has lived in 8 different countries, in a croft in Scotland, a mansion in Libya, a farm in Botswana, a boat in South Africa and other dwellings in between.

She dutifully trained to be a teacher, despite bleating she wanted to be a writer. She worked as a radio announcer in Benghazi and then, years later, after being from her teaching job, she crashed out in an audition with the words “Go home and write.”
She did, for radio, then television and later for government and industry. Before leaving South Africa to retire in Spain, she ran her own video production company, winning 21 awards along the way.

Her career in the media had its highs and lows but there was never a dull moment and lots of laughs along the way.

Since retiring Lucinda has published 5 books, thrilled to write as and when she wants. She is also learning more about the technical side of the internet than she ever wanted to know.

Her other books include: Walking over Eggshells, Amie an African Adventure, Amie and the Child of Africa and More Truth Lies and Propaganda.
Her next book is a political satire.

My Nano project continued. Widdershins, Chapter 2

This is raw and has not been edited. I will fix it in the fullness of time.

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A deer steak tasted different when cooked from frozen. For a start, the center was rare, while the outside was a tad overcooked. The really strange part was no vegetables, nothing, not even canned corn. Morgan guessed the guy lived off the wilderness and yet a pure meat diet wasn’t healthy. A good job she wasn’t a vegetarian or she would have been dead out of luck.

“Thank you for the food, but what should I call you? I’m Morgan.” She offered him her hand, which he ignored like she had tried to pass him a live snake. Did he hate women?
He looked up at her with winter in his eyes. “Rowan. My mother named us for nature.” Those eyes dared her to make a snide remark.

“It suits you. There is something inflexible and yet wild about a tree name.”
“So Morgan le Fay, I can’t see you as a wicked Arthurian enchantress somehow. Parents have a lot to answer for when naming offspring.” A slight smile lifted the corners of his mouth.

Morgan sighed. “It could’ve been worse. Her second and third choices were Mahitibelle after early pioneer names and Amaryllis, her favorite flower.”

His shoulders started to shake a bit until he got them under as much control as he had his twitching lips. “Morgan isn’t so bad.”

Now he was talking to her, finally talking and not just about her condition. Morgan had a pressing concern. “I’m deeply grateful for everything you’ve done for me, but now I am awake, I wonder if there is a bathroom I can visit when needed?”

Rowan got up from his place by the fire to place his hands on her elevated leg. He closed his eyes, concentrating. “Yes, you can come off traction now. I’ll fix up a crutch, although it won’t help you with the bathroom, which is outside. The snow is far too deep for someone unsteady on their feet and I think you would be too weak in any case. I can carry you there and back.”

Reality slithered sideways. No-one should be able to assess a break without an x-ray machine. “How can you know for certain the bone is set?”

“I have this talent.” The winter returned to his eyes. “Now about clothes. Are you happy with a pair of my boxers and track pants? I salvaged everything you had on above the waist, aside from the sleeve of your jacket, but the rest…the fire and blood took care of them.”

Blood? A compound fracture? There was nothing to show for it on the smooth skin of her leg. He couldn’t mean her cycle as she had accepted the need for a contraceptive implant when she went into the protection program. Male bodyguards buying feminine products would have been a dead giveaway. Something was out of kilter, here. “Again, thanks. That would be very kind of you.”

Bathroom visits became a nightmare with the nasty little hut a distance from the cabin and no more than a primitive earth closet at that. What proved a bigger hardship was not having a daily shower. While Rowan cheerfully obliged by boiling water for her to wash with a bowl, there was no way she could manage the tin tub. Even stranger, he didn’t use the tub, but he never gave off the odor of unclean. Yes, he washed their clothes to hang dry in a corner of the shack, but not himself. No adult man could go long without cleaning himself if he didn’t wish to stink. Rowan did neither. Morgan began to wonder if he washed outside and yet she had never seen him take out any hot water.

Their routine shattered some weeks later when Rowan barreled into the shack near dusk, back early from a hunting trip. His face looked like thunder, but he schooled it into a ‘be nice’ expression before he approached her. “There are men sniffing around your burnt-out car. They know there’s no corpse and are coming back in the morning with dogs. These guys are not cops. You need to level with me.”

This was the end. Morgan couldn’t run. She had no transport and how far would she get hobbling into the forest? The dull pain of hopelessness coursed through her again. “They’re here to kill me. If you have somewhere to hide out, then go to it until they’re done. I want no more blood on my head.”

Rowan sat down on the edge of the bed and took her hand. “What is mine stays mine unless I say otherwise.” His eyes narrowed. “Why do they want you dead?”

What did it matter now? What did anything matter? “I saw a guy kill some people and I told the cops. That is when he had his friends murdered my family. I went into the witness protection program and he got convicted, but that wasn’t the end of it. He has people making me out to be a psycho. There are sworn testimonies from people I never met, claiming I’m a space cadet. If I don’t appear in his appeal, he will win. This is why there is a contract out on me and why you must let this happen. I have had four identities and three bodyguards blown away. I can’t live with a trail of death in my wake anymore.”

“Not acceptable.” Frost sparkled in Rowan’s eyes. “We will leave here now.”

“Get real. The dogs will track us.”

“Track you, maybe, if I were not going to carry you. Tracking me might prove more problematic.” He smiled, slow and wicked. “Finding me will be their last mistake.”
Rowan moved quickly, getting together clothes and a few essentials, which he stuffed into a backpack. He swaddled Morgan in furs to carry her in a fireman’s lift with the pack slung over his other shoulder, and then he set off into the night.

All the alarms went off in the moment he started his trek. She weighed about one hundred and fifteen pounds and yet he carried her as if she were a feather. His pace was a steady run, impossible for a normal man, and yet easy for him. Morgan didn’t fight. This was his choice, whatever he was, but she began to doubt if he were human as the hours wore on and still his pace didn’t alter, nor did he sweat, not that she could smell.

They stopped at dawn when they reached a cave next to a waterfall at the side of a hill. Morgan roused out of a doze to her new surroundings. The place gave shelter from the wind and fresh water, if little else. No normal person could hope to survive here in the depths of winter, so what was his plan?

“Rowan, it’s your turn to level with me.” She looked him in the eyes, but he wouldn’t hold her gaze.

“Leave it be. There are things better left unspoken.”

“This place will not support us.”

“Yes, it will. I’ll get a fire going, and then I must backtrack to take care of certain difficulties.”

“Those guys carry major firepower. I haven’t seen you with a gun before and nor did you pack one. You can’t take them on.”

He grinned, flashing his teeth. “I don’t share nicely.”

Once the fire was set he headed out, leaving her with a bunch of unanswered questions. She had deadfall to keep the blaze going and before he left, Rowan made a new crutch for her out of a tree branch with lashings holding together a bit that was wrapped in fur to support her weight. Alone now with her thoughts, she went over everything that had happened to her since she woke up after the accident. No normal man could have run that distance with her weight on his back. Even the iron man competitions weren’t so long or so harsh. No normal man could have fixed her leg the way he had. No normal man would hide in the woods with his looks. What, in the name of hell, was he?

Night clawed down into morning. Morgan kept the fire burning for warmth and to keep away predators. When the silvery lights of dawn streaked through the sky she heard yelps and snarls. Whatever was coming, she would meet it head on. The crutch worked well to get her out of the cave and then she saw a pile of clothes. Rowan’s clothes just left in a heap, right down to the underwear.

Men’s screams now sliced through the air until came silence. She didn’t wait long after. A large wolf ran into view, skidding to a halt in a cloud of snow when it saw her. It sat on its haunches, waiting her out. Morgan wasn’t backing down. She sat down awkwardly by the clothes.

The wolf tried growling and howling to make her move, but still she sat firm. The answer came in a shimmer of light, the impossible answer of the wolf dissolving into naked Rowan.

“You are not meant to see this,” he said, unembarrassed and not bothering to cover his private parts.

Not what she expected, thinking perhaps he was the product of some genetic experiment, one of the perfect soldier programs. Never had she considered something out of myths and legends. Her world tipped sideways. Whatever happened now was beyond her imagination. “But I have. If this means I need to die, do it quickly. I’m so tired of running.”

“The others will never let up until you are dead. This much I have learned. ”

She shivered, not just from the cold. “And you? Now I know what you are?”

Widdershins, my nano project.

Rider, this is not edited. I will go through the thing at the end of the month and fix errs then. It is as it is and if there are errs, I am not really bothered right now.

Driving through the fierce blizzard, Morgan struggled to keep her eyes open. Her hands ached from the biting cold, but she dared not turn up the heating again and risk dozing off behind the wheel. Somehow, she must find strength to have any chance at sneaking over the border into Canada on this dirt track of a back road. They would never find her there. They could never hurt anyone close to her again, for there would be no one. Images of blood and brains splattered across her retinas in endless replay.
No more deaths on her account, she wouldn’t, couldn’t handle any more pain and loss. Two new identities complete with birth certificates and passports lay safe in her purse for her next attempt at a new life. Who would she be next?

Testify against the murderer, join the witness protection program until he was convicted, and you will be safe, they said. Three bodyguards killed in a bloodbath protecting her were three too many. Those men had families; wives, children, parents. She didn’t have a soul; not anymore, thanks to the man she was supposed to help convict. Her parents went together when the assassin called at their home. The cops thought he was pretending to sell door to door and since her folk’s home was the first stop it wouldn’t have looked out of place, except he had a gun especially for them. Her granny hadn’t escaped, either; finding the bodies on her return from her hair appointment stopped her heart.

Someone had sold her new personae out twice already, hence the death of the guards, but one of the fake identities she had left was Canadian. She’d go to a small town, get a job, any job not computer related, for they would be watching for such, and disappear. Maybe she could retrain…a huge dark shape appeared in the beam from her headlights, blocking the narrow road. Morgan swerved; the road vanished in a tumbling, screeching roll. Pain, dark, and . . . nothing.

***

Sound came back first, followed by pain cresting. She whimpered, her strength gone, along with her courage.

“Stay still. You’ve been hurt, but you’re safe, now.” The voice was deep and rich, if distant.

Daylight hurt her eyes. The room swirled as black and silver motes danced in her line of sight. A man-shape gradually resolved into a person with overlong black hair, not wearing the white or blue scrubs of a hospital attendant. She must be dead, for he had the face of a fallen angel. This man wore a gray sweatshirt and jeans. The walls of a log cabin formed a backdrop. A good choice of hell for one who lived on the internet; trapped in pain with a hunk for a nurse and not a flicker of desire on her part. Was that what happened in purgatory?

She attempted to speak, emitting a dry croak. Her tongue stuck to the roof of her mouth and her lips hurt.

Responding, he slid a muscular arm under her shoulders to help her sip water from a cracked cup, patient until she had drunk her fill. This was real, not afterlife. In the back of Morgan’s mind, a little voice screamed at her not to eat and drink anything. She was hurt and by the grinding pain in her leg, she was going to need surgery. Morgan tried to push him away, only then becoming aware of the burn on her arm, a raw, red patch of angry outrage against her skin.

“The ambulance…when is it coming?”

“It’s not. We are cut off from the outside world until the melt comes in spring.” His black eyes sparkled with little flecks of amber while his mouth formed a tight, hard line as if he wished her gone. Behind him, a glow from a wood stove gave off the warmth he lacked.

“Did you call for help?” The pain built into waves of agony. A sweat broke out on her face and neck, and yet she shivered. She couldn’t bear this pain. A scream began to build.

“No phone.”

“In my jacket, I have a cell phone.”

He gently eased her down onto the bed. The room swirled again. A hard object was pressed into her hand. Morgan waited out the dizziness until she could focus. She flipped up the lid, to a blank screen. It just needed turning on; that was it? Nothing happened. The battery was dead.

“There is a charger in my purse. My cell needs juice.”

“Sorry.” He didn’t look sorry, just annoyed. “No electricity and I couldn’t save your purse. By the time I got you free everything else had gone up in flames.”
Her car, her identities, and all her clothes gone? The pain escalated and this time she couldn’t hold in a groan. “I need a doctor.”

He reached back for a metal mug. “Here’s something for the pain. It will send you to sleep.” Once more he helped her to drink; holding her up until the sharp tasting fluid was all gone.

“My leg . . .”

“I set it.” He closed his eyes as if he were enduring an exercise in extreme patience. “If it were possible to get you out of here, I would’ve already done so. You wouldn’t survive being dragged through the snow on a sled.”

A warm feeling flowed through Morgan. Her eyes wouldn’t stay open, and the pain receded into a dull ache, vanishing as sleep claimed her.

***

Sometimes a calm, deep voice would soothe her while she drifted in a world of dark and warmth. There were drinks of things that made her sleep again, but also those that stilled her hunger and thirst. Time hung, suspended until the day Morgan woke to find her leg up in the air, strapped in what looked like the remnants of a chair back, in traction with a large rock attached to the whole. She was also naked under a down quilt and lying on a mess of towels, something that brought an instant blush to her face. He’d put an incontinence pad under her and from the lack of stink, also washed her down very efficiently. So much for her shreds of modesty.

This one-room log cabin with a wood burner against one wall had a pile of pelts rested on the floor next to it, presumably where he had slept as she had the only bed. A table and one chair were against another wall. Herbs hung suspended from the ceiling rafters. An old tin bath was pushed into a corner, partially concealed by a modern bamboo screen. Aside from a few cups and plates on a dresser and a clothes chest, this was the most primitive dwelling she had ever seen. More like an old prairie house from a working museum. No curtains adorned the two windows. There wasn’t even a water faucet. Just then the door banged open, and a figure swathed in furs entered, carrying firewood, which he dumped by the wood burner before he threw off his winter gear.

He must have made a habit of working out, since his shoulders and arms stretched his sweatshirt, complimenting his slim hips and long legs. While his hair was overlong, his face looked freshly shaven. He was also drop-dead gorgeous, but not in a pretty way. This man was all male to the roots of his hair. He turned, as if aware of her scrutiny.
“How do you feel? Would you like more pain juice?”

Did she? No, it was a dull ache now. “I think I’m good for the moment.”

“In that case, I will get some food happening. You have lost a lot of weight.” He didn’t wait for comment; he just shucked on the furs to brave the weather once more.
Damn him, he was right. Her arms were like twigs. Every ounce of body fat had gone. Stars, she must look a fright. Her more immediate concern was how to get out of this place. He said all her stuff went up in flames. Was this true? She then wondered why a guy looking like he did would elect to camp out in a log cabin in the middle of nowhere with only the oil light fixtures. This place was a nightmare. What had he done that he needed such isolation? Was he on the run, and if so, for what?
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